Friday, September 2, 2011

coretan pendek panjang ikut dia argh

assalamualaikum.
selamat hari raya dohh.. maapla zahir dan batin untuk semua. lama dah ak x update blog nie tauu. rasa mcm gian giler nk update blog coz perasaan nie dah x tertahan untuk diluahkan . ehehe. yelaa. nak luah kat kawan kat asrama kang, diorg sibuk dengan kerja masing2. nak dgr aku membebel pun x sempat . aduyai. kenala tunggu balik umah baru leh buat. ehehe. hmmm. adoi. byk bende berlaku kebelakangan ini. sampai skang dah x da masa dah nak duduk and flashback all the memories. tup tup kak aku dah nak bertunang. i mean in a relationship. even my big charming bro. masa makin pantas an. aku pun dah 6 bulan bergelar pelajar mrsm. dalam sedih happy kecewa duka masin pahit tawar manis segala benda argh. x caya r wei. diri nie pun dah diangkat jadi bada. hmm. masa memang penawar segalanya. kan kan kan. byk pengalaman yg aku kutip kat sane. sampai ak sendiri x ingat dah. tp yg plg aku suka adalah kat sana mcm one BIG family. semua budak form 4 mesraa.. takder argh yg kaki menyombong ke apa ke. semua tu low profile. ehehe. tu yg aku suka tu. yelaa, bg aku , yg dtg intake ktiga dan dari keluarga sederhana nie, segan la jugop nk bergaul. tp upeupenya ada jugak yg tegur aku duluh. hmmm.

Friday, August 19, 2011

Al Fatihah


Dalam kenangan.
AlFatihah...
Allahyarham Saufi B. Haniff.
1995-16 August 2011.

Aku akan merinduimu, duhai sahabat.

Al Fatihah


Dalam kenangan.
AlFatihah...
Allahyarham Saufi B. Haniff.
1995-16 August 2011.

Aku akan merinduimu, duhai sahabat.

Friday, June 10, 2011

bila turning point aku ?

aku nak cakap2 sikit jer nie..
Hlovate suka sangat cakap pasal TURNING POINT iaitu titik perubahan
seseorang itu dr buruk ke baik...
someone who close to me that buat turning point,
aku bilalah yee.. hehe..
ade org tanyer aku..
" eh , kau ada buat salah besar ke ? "

ak : " haish , x delah.. kenapa ? turning point kena tunggu kesalahan besar boleh buat ke ? aiyoyo.. x kiralah kesalahan kecil , ak nak jugak buat turning point..
x lah berada di takuk lama..

phrase

Thursday, June 9, 2011

Hidup terlalu singkat untuk berduka sahaja =)


Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.

Saturday, June 4, 2011

Lauren Martino - why i wants to fly ?

" the sky is the only place I feel truly free. All worries of the world are left beneath me, nothing can touch me in this ethereal realm. The clouds are my company, their shapes twisting and distorting as I gaze upon them. Everything is innocent. There are no looming buildings, winding streets or angry drivers to worry about. All thoughts of schoolwork and important exams drift back down to the earth below to be fussed over later. "

" One thing I love about airliners in particular is the immense feeling of power that rushes through my veins when the engines begin to roar, hurtling its cargo of passengers down the runway at an awesome speed. In my own seat, I feel as one with the plane, its beautiful choreography striking a note in my heart that cannot be replicated by anything else I have encountered in my life. "

" I feel no fear as I fly, unlike many people. I put my faith in the machine and the dedicated people who ensure that it gets to its destination safely. The whole process surrounding an aircraft is in itself like a well oiled machine. Every job relating to that flight is crucial, and every individual working in this process has a kind of responsibility placed upon their shoulders, and every action has to be executed with precision. It is because of this care that many flights fly safe and well each day."

"Why do I want to fly? Because I want to be part of this well oiled machine. I want to have a career in something that I love utterly, and I cannot think of anything else to do in life that would touch me as
much as flying does.""

skateboarders?



He..
dari skateboarders menjadi pilot....
dari tepi jalanan ke awan biru...
dengan keizinanNya,
semua benda boleh berlaku...
Alhamdulillah...


Friday, June 3, 2011


Prayer is a free call to Allah SWT, no network or battery problem, always a good signal & all messages are sent.
Tips: Agar mudah orang sayang, cuci hati dengan jaga ibadah, solat taubat, beristighfar, baca Al-Quran, maafkan orang lain, meminta maaf, bersedekah dan berfikiran positif.

Thursday, June 2, 2011

I don't want to grew up. I don't want to be matured. I love who am I now. I love dolls and teddy bear. And I am not ready for lipsticks yet.
Saya rindu Benz Aliff dan Nur ADdin.
Saya rindu Great Troublemaker.
Never Imitate. Creaye

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

school breakkk ~ yipee ~ yihaaa ~

novel renyah ? study ? oh tidakkk~ nyah kamu dari sini. hehe.

school breakkk ! yipeee. ~
haduyai , setelah seminggu cuti sekolah, baru gua nyempat nak update blog berdebu nie.. ahaha..
benanya x g mana pun, masih di area besut..
tp bukan di rumah sendiri ,
tp di umah mak sedaraku di jabi ! hehe.
best gilakk stay umah diorang for a week ~
ada gak la manfaat ma and ayah pergi beijing time cuti nieyh..,
boleh main ngan sepupu2, tapi yg x tahannya, part ditinggalkan tu lah.. ==__==.
xpe2, asal ole2nya lumayan.. ahaha..

:D masa hari khamis minggu lepas,
memang mencatat sejarah r , when tok ayoh nge mak" nenek " ak
dtg ambil ak nun jauh kat tumpat ~
ahaha.. lawak rr, diorg memang kenyang rr makan buah "langsat" maso nok g tuh..
masa balik okay la sikit.., masa balik, pekena kuew tiaw yom yam pulak..,
memang favourite ak.. hehe apa salahnya kan,
bukan selalu dpt rasa duit tok ayoh.. ahahahahah..

pastu, balik tu, terus ke umah ayah teh ~
kecoh giler umah diorang.. hehe..
memang beza r ngan umah ak.. , yang
hanya 3 je penghuninya..
rindu lak nak dengar nazurah nyanyi lagu
"bangun pagi, lipat kain selimut, ambik tuala , g mandi bla bla bla" .
hehe. memang petah sungguh bdak tu bercakap. ahaha..
byk benda gak wat kat umah ayah teh. haha.
ayah teh dh buat badminton court kat blkg umah dier..,
petg2 mmg syok main..
yerlaa., lama x turun riadah masa kat 24,
nie dpt exercise.., happy molek ~ ahaha..

apa lagi yerp ~ . ahakz .
tu baru citer kat sini. citer kat 24 belum lagi tu.
ahaha...

gmbr akan diupload kemudian. nie saja jeer gatal nak menulis. ehehehhehe.

nak buat apa lam cuti ni yerp ~
bersempena cuti ini,, secara rasminya , saya Nurul Shahizzat akan melaksanakan banyak kerja2 yang tak berfaedah bagi memenuhi ruang waktu yang ada. ahaha. JK.

sy nak donload thriumph in the skies,
nk baca contengan jalanan,
nak donlod danny the menace for my cousin2 ku yang kecik2,
and banyak benda lagieyh ~
ahaha

kerja umah ?
errr..
malam sabtu 11 hari bulan 6 kot ?
:D

Sunday, May 1, 2011

pesanan ..

" bagaimankh kita nbgatasi kelemahan diri sndiri?

ingt

kite serupa suma sama

ingt,kita masih belum terlmbt

ingt,kelemahan adalh satu oerasaan shja

ingt,kematangan kta bukankah sama dgn rakan2 yg lain?

ingt,ramai org kembang petang(cemerlang lewat)

ingt,org cacat lagikn berjya inikan pula kita yg sepurna

nk jg pelajar cemerlang

1)Taat kepada ALLAH

2)doakan ibubapa

3) hormat dan sayng kepada guru adik

4)berkwn dgh org sifat positif

5)sedia membntu kwn yg memerlukan

6)tahu teknik belajar yg betul

cnth

membuat jadual waktu belajar

membuat nota(berwarna2)

membc

mngingati dan mghafal

brtnye kpd gur

belajar secra berumpulan

mnjwb soaln2 latihan

no 7)gemar subjek kesemua subjek

mc itu lah adik " .

Thursday, March 17, 2011

fast-typed post !

hey guys. watcha doing. I'm just doing fine here , counting days left before leaving my mom and dad for the first time. I know it will be a hard time but anyway, I can see my life is changing little bit. Of course I love it so much as I don't wanna stuck at the same situation like before. Allright, after requesting many times to mrsm, finally, I am accepted to be one of the members at MRSM Tumpat. I am really over the moon. I don't care what people might said about the place that I will go this Monday. My aim is I want to be one of mara student. That was my childhood dream and now, I get it. Different people, different opinions. SO, what people might say towards my choice, I will leave it far and far away from my back and I will buried it underground or thrEw them out of the earth. tehee. yeahh. Despite being happy, I also feel extremely sad. I will leave TMCS. The beginning of secondary student journey begun here. This was I started to learn to call the headmaster as a principal, where I can open up my mind and befriend with seniors and juniors. They all kind towards me but yeahh, there always haters , right? . This was also the place where I gained straight A in pmr. Besides, I also faced a lot of troubles here that taught me to be ME nowadays. overall, I heart this school. But , I can't simply forget my dream , right ? My darling( ain) ,famous five, besties, my friends and all ~ I lurve u all, hope u all always well, hope we can achieve our ambition, and May God bless us. QU and WAN NOR ~ both of u ~ I will try to keep my promise. =) keep in touch. i dont wanna say farewell, as we will meet again for sure, and I hope that our heart is always in contact. ( wah ! macam ada telephaty lak ~ ). Let's make our relationship stronger than Kanye West. anyway, I hope my choice is absolutely correct, hope I can survive well there and of course aiming for flying colours result in SPM. ! SKY, WAIT FOR ME . I AM ONE STEP CLOSER TO U . =)

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

berdebar menanti hari esok..

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

I wish...


love this song so freakin damn much !
and one day,
hope someday, someone will sing those meaningful lyrics for me when he really means it . =)


i HEART sky !

" SOMETIMES, I just need somebody to love. - JB. "


Monday, March 14, 2011

It's a school breakkkkkkk ! yihaaa!


yihaaa~~~~cuti semingguuuuU! yipee!
buang buku ! buang homeworks!
hye moviees ! dramas! hye novels!
lam cuti nie, dah decide homeworks hanya akan disentuh mulai hari khamis ! yang selebihnya , enjoyyyyy! hehe. alaa.. lepas exam kan! hehe.

nak layan..


My girlfriend is a nine-tailed fox

Mary stayed out all night


Playful kiss

tu korea, thai pulak !

The defendant of love !

Seu rak Chai olawon ! :D .

lepas itu novel,




hehe ! tu plan time cuti . hehe... nie baru sikit ! banyak lg kena cover . ! ahaha
daaa.. nk smbg tengok dramas. hehe. bosan2 update recent activities kat blog luh... hehe. daaaa

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

the future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams..dream high..work for it..u'll get it..insyaAllah..
there's no 'short cut' to success

Friday, March 4, 2011

wow ! ,


image source : helicopter pilot

whoa. look at her arms!
wowww
mak ai..
terbeliak bijik mata nengoknya..
haish ~
kalau cam tu, it's not impossible la for girl
nk dpt mcm tu ..
hehe :D
sy nak mcm tu juga. tp hari tu,
start training pom
dah sakit2 abdomen..
3 hari lak tuh. haha
kena usaha lagi nie
hehe,.
apela ~

Saturday, February 26, 2011

- meronda rumah di tengah malam -

hah ! memg dah kena r. orang dah prepare nak tido ~
ak masih meronda rumah ~
cari Mr. Earphone !
aduhai..
dia ngajuk ngan aku ke coz seharian
ak x dengar dier bising2 ~
adui.. ~
Mr. muncullah ~
sy perlukan kamuuuuuu ~


Indahnya dunia ~




( images source : wan faiz)


Open Your Eyes
Look around yourselves
Can't you see this wonder
Spreaded infront of you
The clouds floating by
The skies are clear and blue
Planets in the orbits
The moon and the sun
Such perfect harmony

Let's start question in ourselves
Isn't this proof enough for us
Or are we so blind
To push it all aside..
No..

We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look bright to see the signs
We can't keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

Look inside yourselves
Such a perfect order
Hiding in yourselves
Running in your veins
What about anger love and pain
And all the things you're feeling
Can you touch them with your hand?
So are they really there?

Lets start question in ourselves
Isn't this proof enough for us?
Or are we so blind
To push it all aside..?
No..

We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look bright to see the signs
We can't keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

When a baby's born
So helpless and weak
And you're watching him growing..
So why deny
Whats in front of your eyes
The biggest miracle of life..

We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look quiet we'll see the signs
We can't keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

Open your eyes and hearts and minds
If you just look bright to see the signs
We can't keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

Allah..
You created everything
We belong to You
Ya Robb we raise our hands
Forever we thank You..
الحمد الله
Alhamdulillah..


Friday, February 25, 2011

It's not a crime for us to change. ~ hlovate

Allah knows by Zain Bhikha.


When you feel all alone in this world
And there's nobody to count your tears
Just remember, no matter where you are
Allah knows
Allah knows

When you carrying a monster load
And you wonder how far you can go
With every step on that road that you take
Allah knows
Allah knows

CHORUS
No matter what, inside or out
There's one thing of which there's no doubt
Allah knows
Allah knows
And whatever lies in the heavens and the earth
Every star in this whole universe
Allah knows
Allah knows

When you find that special someone
Feel your whole life has barely begun
You can walk on the moon, shout it to everyone
Allah knows
Allah knows

When you gaze with love in your eyes
Catch a glimpse of paradise
And you see your child take the first breath of life
Allah knows
Allah knows

CHORUS

When you lose someone close to your heart
See your whole world fall apart
And you try to go on but it seems so hard
Allah knows
Allah knows

You see we all have a path to choose
Through the valleys and hills we go
With the ups and the downs, never fret never frown
Allah knows
Allah knows

CHORUS (x2)


BRIDGE:
Every grain of sand,
In every desert land, He knows.
Every shade of palm,
Every closed hand, He knows.
Every sparkling tear,
On every eyelash, He knows.
Every thought I have,
And every word I share, He knows.
Allah knows

Cita-cita Kita.

Semua insan bercita-cita untuk hidup senang di masa depan.
Ada yang nak jadi doktor, guru. Dan tidak kurang juga
ada yang bercita-cita nak jadi pilot ( sayalah tu. :P )
tapi ustaz saya cakap..
jangan pernah lupa..
cita-cita utama kita adalah mencapai kebahagiaan hidup dunia
dan akhirat... :)
so shezat, apa2 yang awak buat..
awak mesti selalu berpegang kepada prinsip yang ustaz ckp tadi. ..
InsyaAllah. I will.

" dunia ini hanyalah bagai sayap seekor nyamuk di sisi Allah S.W.T"
- la tahzan.

Doa untuk menjadi orang yang sabar.

I hope our patience won't have it limits.
Our patience is limitless.
- Credits - Syahirah Ruslan.
:D

Bila ditimpa ujian


Bila anda ditimpa ujian dan berasa sedih..
”Alihkan pandangan matamu ke arah LAUT, airnya cantik membiru dan penuh dengan ketenangan. Tetapi hanya Allah sahaja yang mengetahui rahsia di dalamnya. Begitu juga dengan kehidupan manusia, riang dan ketawa tetapi hanya Allah yang mengetahui rahsia kehidupannya. Jika rasa kecewa, alihkan pandanganmu ke arah SUNGAI, airnya tetap mengalir biarpun berjuta batu yang menghalangnya. Dan jika rasa sedih,alihkan pandanganmu ke arah LANGIT, sedarlah dan sentiasa ingatlah bahawa Allah sentiasa bersamamu. ”

Learning is a full-time job!


Kebijaksanaan anda dalam mengharungi setiap situasi menentukan tahap sebenar ilmu yang telah dipelajari
Bersedialah menerima segala bentuk pelajaran dari guru kehidupan. Belum tentu sesuatu yang kita lihat itu baik namun disisi Allah ia adalah sebaliknya.

Sabar...


Recently, many "good" things had happened to me.
I'm stressed out!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Chillax Dear ..
Everyone have a problem.
It's no use to tell people how big our problem are.
(anyway, I still stick with the concept. sharing is caring. :P)
Because we are only one who knows + understand ou
r problem ~

So what we gonna do is ..
sabarrrrr..
and the most important is ~
' sabar itu adalah kekuatan. bukan kelemahan'

Macam yang ayah sy ckp
" Sabar "

Mama sy ckp
" sabarr.. ada hikmah la tu di sebalik kejadian, cuma kita x nampak sebab hanya
Allah S.W.T yang maha mengetahui"

Abang sy ckp
" PATIENCE DEAR"

Kak Ngah sy ckp
" Sabar.. maybe ada chance yang lebih besar untuk kamu pada masa hadapan. menangislah kalau itu yang mampu untuk meredakan kesedihanmu "

Kak irah saya ckp
" berat mata memandang..berat lagi bahu memikul..be strong okeyy..kuatkan semangat n banyakkan bersabar...
insyaALLAH..ada rezeki yang lebih baik menanti pd masa akan datang...
" Dan sungguh, akan Kami berikan cubaan kepadamu, dengan sedikit ketakutan, kelaparan, kekurangan harta, jiwa dan buah-buahan. Dan berikanlah berita gembira kepada orang-orang yang bersabar"
-2:155- "

itu menunjukkan kepada kita bahawa betapa pentingnya kita bersabar dalam kehidupan.
Sabar itu adalah separuh dari iman.
but hey,
InsyaAllah..
esok dan seterusnya

I will be more stronger than Kanye West .
I will not let the tears drops on my guitar like Taylor swift did.





Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Janganlah menangis .

Pesanan untuk diri :
Air mata yang tiada dituntut :

· Janganlah menangis kerana cinta tidak berbalas, mungkin dia bukanlah jodoh yang telah Tuhan tetapkan.

· Janganlah menangis jika gagal dalam peperiksaan mungkin kita kurang membuat persediaan.

· Jangan menangis kalau wang kita hilang di jalanan sebab mungkin kita kurang bersedekah buat amalan.

· Janganlah menangis kalau tidak tercapai cita-cita. Bukankah Tuhan yang telah menentukannya.

So,
like One Know said.
" You, stay strong ! ".
InsyaAllah.

Monday, February 21, 2011

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can’t see which way to go
Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side.

kenapa ak x dapat apa yang orang lain dapat ~~

aku masih ingat lagi...
waktu kecik2...
ak selalu ikut mak ayah ak pergi jumpa abang ak yang menuntut kat mrsm taiping ...
mrsm tu besar sangat ... pelajar2 pun ak tengok ada gaya...

dalam hati aku ..
ak ckp ak mesti masuk ke sini besar nanti !
ak juga ingat sewaktu ak ikut ayah dengan mak ak g jumpa kak irah kat
mrsm kopu masa dalam darjah 5...
aku selalu masuk biilik kakak ak...
ak selalu duduk atas katil kakak aku..
dalm bilik tu ada 4 orang...
dalam hati ak ...
ak ckp..
bestnya...ak nak masuk sini jugak suatu hari nanti...
bila nak balik dr jumpa both of them...
ak selalu ckp goodbye mrsm ~~
moga kita jumpe di future...
harapan ak tinggi menggunung~~
lebih dalam dr benda yang dalam ~

so, bila nak study
ak ckp dalam hati ak ,..
ak nak masuk mrsm ~~~
ak buat betol3 masa darjah 6 ~~
ak dah x fikir papedah ~~
masa ak tengah jawab upsr,
hati ak ckp ...
mrsm , tunggu ak ~~
tahun depan kita akan berjumpa~

ak berdebar menanti result upsr ~~
ak pikirkan mrsm sebelum result upsr ..
bila result keluar, perkara yang terlintas dalam fikiran ak adalah mrsm ~
ak x dang fikir benda lain~~
betapa naknya ak masuk mrsm. ..

hari demi hari ~~
aku tunggu tawaran mrsm ~~
tapi ak terima dulu tawaran smktm ~~
mrsm keluar lambat sikit...
aku doa jugak supaya aku dapat ~~
sembahyang hajat juga x pernah ak lupa buat...

tapi last kali,
ucapan yang indah menjengah telinga aku..
" maaf, anda gagal "
ya allah ~
masa tu hanya dia yang tahu ~~
sedihnya aku..
pilunya aku...
ak tanya diri ak..
apa salah aku...
apa yang ak x layak lagi...
apa yang ak kurang...

tapi masa itu, ak fikir takpe hidup mesti diteruskan~
aku tunggu panggilan kedua ~~
ak sabar menanti...
hari2 ak tengok surat ada ke x
hari2 mataku terarah ke peti surat ~
bila posmen datang...
ak yang plg excited ~~
tapi x der satu pun surat yang bertulis namaku ~
aku tetap sabar ~~
aku redha ~~

aku tunggu lagi,,,
aku tetap sabar...
aku cakap ak kena kuat...
aku tunggu sampai panggilan ketiga
~
pun masih ak x dapat...
aku nangis sendiri ~~

tapi x pe..
ak ckp ada satu peluang lagi~~
aku ckp ada intake ke-4...
aku kena yakin ~~
mara cakap panggilan ke4 masa tu hari sabtu...
pagi2 sabtu...
aku bangun awal masa tu...
lepas subuh , ak x tidur pun..
nak tunggu mak aku telefon mara kul 9
ak sabar kira setiap detik yang berlalu...
ak yakin ~~~.
inilah pilihan aku...
tapi aku hampa sekali lagi...
ma aku ckp aku gagal........
ak terus lari masuk bilik ~~
kecewanya aku...
org lain tunggu sampai intake kedua..
tapi ak tunggu sampai intake keempat...
tpi result masih sama...
pilunya aku masa tu...
ak ada fikir mcm nak putus asa ~~
ak rasa cam nak rebah sujud bumi dah masa itu...
ak rasa nk lari dr dunia nie...
tapi naseb bek orang sekeliling aku nasihatkan ak...
ak pun ckp takpelah
aku ada peluang lagi ,.~~ tingkatan 4..

bermula dr tu, ak try wat molek jugok every ujian ~
dalam fikiran ak,
keinginan nk masuk mara lebih dr keinginan nk dapat 8a....
ak dptkan 8a demi masuk mara ~~>.
ak harap kali ini berjaya ~~~ ..
3 tahun ak tunggu nak masuk mrsm ~~~
3 tahun ak telan air liur tengok kawan2 ak duk mrsm ~
3 tahun ak tunggu nak merasa exam guna gpa..
3 tahun ak tunggu nak merasa duduk asrama...
3 tahun ak tunggu nak kawan dengan pelbagai jenis orang...
3 tahun ak tunggu nak belajar dengan cara u...
3 tahun ak nak org panggil ak pelajar mrsm mcm kakak dan abang ak...
3 tahun ak bayangkan mrsm tu sek ak...

tp alhamdulillah, dalam 3 tahun ak mcm tu, ak berjaya juga dapat 8a.

boleh bayangkan x betapa ak nak masuk mrsm..
tapi hatiku hancur kembali bila
ak dpt result
" PERMOHONAN ANDA TIDAK BERJAYA" ..
ak harap harap sangat ak dapat masuk ~
keinginin aku tinggi lagi dr gunung everest...
ak dah pikir mcm2 sebagai persediaan ~~
tapi last kali, tu yang aku dapat ?
masa result first intake tingkatan 4...
ketika org lain tengah tidur..
aku x leh pun nk melelapkan mata...
aku just tengok jer laman web mara berjam-jam...
dalam hati, aku berdoa x putus2..
sampai ke pagi aku buat gituh...
bila line dibuka,
aku check yang ain, ain dapat
aku check yang diyan, diyan dapat..
tapi aku ? GAGAL LAGI. lima kali ak gagal...
aku nangis seharian masa tu...
aku dah x leh fikir apa2...
aku dah x da back up plan..
aku buntu...
fikiran ak dah mcm black out masa tuu...
aku rasa nak lari jer...
aku rasa hidup ini memang tidak adil...

tapi ak sabar lagi...
ayah aku ckp kita buat rayuan , kita tunggu intake kedua ~~
aku sabar...
aku menahan rasa bila kawan2 aku sibuk nk buat persediaan ~~
rezeki diorg nak buat camne ~~

aku sabar..
aku tunggu hari-hari bilalah second intake keluar...
kawan ak koll..
cakap best sangat mara pc..
dahla dekat ngan airport...
ak senyum...ak ckp...kalau ak boleh....aku dpt tengok "honey" ak hari2 ... ak dapat say goodbye kepada dia hari2...tengok dier terbang tinggi...
pokoknya,,,aku tunggu sangat mara ~~

pastu,
result second intake mara diumukan 21 hari bulan ...
ak x cakap pun kat ayah ngan mak aku pasal tu..
aku nak buat surprisekan diorang...
dalam hati aku...
aku ckp...
mintak mintak dapatlah...
ak nak penuhkan impian ma aku yang nok permulaan serta perngakhirannya anaknya merupakan pelajar mrsm ~~

ak bangun awal hari ini ~kul 5 aku bangun doh~~
ak bukak laptop~
ak check laman web mara..
ok..takdok lagi..
ak ckp maybe lepas balik sekolah...
takpe shahizzat tunggu...

lepas balik sekolah ~~
ayah aku ckp...
ayah check dah tadi...
adik x leh..
3 patah perkataan tu buat ak sedih sangat ~~
sapa2 punn x akan paham ~~
ak tunggu 6 kali...~!!!!!

KENAPA ORANG LAIN BOLEH ? AKU X BOLEH ???????????
boleh sape2 x jawab ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tolongla akkkkkuuu!







Sunday, February 20, 2011

Can female pilot have a successful marriage?


Can female pilot have a successful marriage ?
The new record stated that pilot is the highest rating involved in divorce!
wow! It's so damn shocking and it makes me think double of times bout my career in the future! .but hey, Karlene Pettitt (in the picture) had prove that the statement ( title) is WRONG!
check this facts out! .
KARLENE PETITT

- A wife of 30 years, mother of 3 gorgeous daughters, grandmother of Kadence and Miles, a pilot for 8 airlines, 7 type ratings, 2 masters degrees, and her 1st novel, Flight For Control, in progress…

- AAviation Experience:
Evergreen FO 727. Braniff SO 727. America West Simulator Instructor 737 and 757. Guyana 757 Check Airman/ Instructor. Tower Air 747 FO. Northwest Airlines 747 SO/Instructor/ Check Airman and 744 FO. Delta Air Lines A330 First Officer.
Premair simulator instructor… for a little over 20 years. Back to that and looking forward to coming full circle and begin flying small planes again.

Typed: A330, B744, B747, B757/767, B737, B727.
" I'm a bus driver now, but Boeing will always be my favorite. " said her
Seaplane and Instructor licenses too!

Writing Experience:

Airline training manuals, company procedures, LOFT scenariors, many term papers, and a thesis or two.

Hawaii Writers Retreat 2009, she studied under award winning author, William Bernhardt.
PNWA Writers Conference July 2010. Worked with award winning author, Robert Dugoni.

Education:
Master of Business
Master of Human Services
Ph.D. of life

wow! I salute u , Karlene!

actually," Whether female pilots will have successful marriages would generally depend on the kind of airline operations they would be on - long haul, short haul, domestic or regional low cost carriers. Flying in the main airlines is normally less hectic than flying with a low cost carrier. " Captain LIm.

anyways, like on of the aspiring said
" Find something you enjoy doing and then find a way to do it for life! ...then, you'll never have to work - you're paid to have fun"

so, everything is depends on us. we can't say that we can't do that or we must do this bla bla bla.

THINK POSITIVE . IGNORE WHAT OTHERS SAID.
GET WHAT U WANT.
HAPPY ALWAYS.
PEACE. :D.
i heart sky !

Friday, February 18, 2011

kalau x puas hati, CAKAP JER LAH!

ok .
ak nie jenis yang x kesah sangat.
lau x puas hati ke
apa ke
CAKAP la !
so guys,
please.!
jangan layan ak x ikhlas atau terpaksa ke .

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Best of luck to Kak ngah !!!

Heyya ~ Good Night Malaysia . Well, it's been a long time since the last time I updated this ugly blog. Recently, I just returned home from Johore after going there for several days. My beloved sister had got an offer to be one of the teacher at Sek. Men. Keb. Bandar Mas. She started his career at 24. On her FIRST day, she already got many
huge responsibilities to manage with. She has given a big hope from the principal to be a good :
- Penyelaras pentaksiran menengah rendah
- Penyelaras skim tusyen felda
-Ketua panitia fizik
-Guru fizik kelas form 4 dan form 5
- Guru bahasa Inggeris form 1 ( 3 kelas )
-Guru tuisyen fizik
- dan jeng3 .. guru PJK..
haha

Wow ! So many things to handle la bro. hehe. anyway, I know u can do it !


So go go Shahida Ma'ajih! Do the best ! Be the best ! May u be one of da most dedicated teacher of da year! I <3>



Sunday, January 30, 2011

Cintaku Bersaiz XXL .


Taddaaa! nah link !Assalamualaikum. pembuka bicara. tehee XD
nak tahu x tajuk tu sal apa ? heee hee.
taddaaa ! nah link .!
sila lah lah baca . best <3


" Cinta bukan berdasarkan paras rupa mahupun fizikal seseorang. Cinta yang suci itu hadir dari hati yang ikhlas menerima seseorang itu seadanya. Mereka yang bersaiz XXL pasti merasakan sukar untuk mencari cinta sejati. Namun, yakinlah bahawa masih ada insan seperti Hadif yang bisa menerima Deeba seadanya " <3

(still looking for a guy named Mr. Adam Mukhriz)
my friend asked me last week,
"Orang bernama Adam Mukhriz tu memang wujud ke , awak ? "
" haa. tu yang kita x tahu. insyaallah. kalau diizinkan, saya akan jumpa jugak dengan orang itu"
:) kalau nama tu boleh diilhamkan aisya sofea, it's not impossible kan kalau2 nama tu sememangnya ada pemilik ?" hehe
MISI masih diteruskan. ! roger and out ! tuut tuuut! XD

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Kasih Cinta Medik ! ! !

Hari itu after daftar,
terus ayah ajak pergi jerteh,
ayah aku pergi bank,
aku melepak sengsorang kat kedai
galeri hidayah ni. hehe. aku suka sgt masuk kedai ini. ngee.
aku belek2 buku ke sana ke mari, niat dalam hati x nak beli
buku pom. saja nak baca review novel ngee.
last kali, aku ternampak novel yang selama ini diidam-idamkan !!! hehe
KASIH CINTA MEDIK!
aku pun terus sms Kak Irah ,
" kak irah , dah jumpa!!! "
dah tak kira dah masa tu jam Indon kul berapa,
mesej jer terus! ngee.
tanpa berfikir panjang, terus ak ambik, bayar!
naseb bek bawa duit masa tuh. haha.


Sebuah novel yang mengisahkan misi seorang doktor muda dalam memperjuangkan syariat Islam di hospital ketika bergelar doktor pelatih (houseman). Ia juga kisah masyarakat kerana menyentuh isu-isu perubatan dalam kehidupan masyarakat. Bukan itu sahaja, ia kisah seorang pemuda yang hidupnya sarat impian dan cita-cita. Lebih menarik, ia bukan hanya menyentuh fiqh perubatan bahkan turut menyelitkan fiqh wanita dan fiqh cinta. ...Nikmatilah satu kisah indah yang sungguh membina, Denyut Kasih Medik.

DAPAT JUGAK BUKU NIE! LAMA DAH CARI. NGEE :)

Best sangat! FYI, penulis novel ini suami kepada Fatimah Syarha,
iaitu novelis yang terkenal dengan novel Tautan Hati cover merah2 tu. ngee

P/s kak irah : x yah bayar balik argh. kira adeq beli untuk bacaan bersama. hehe.