Assalamualaikum.
Ok. Tinggal dua hari je lagi before Mara officially announced the students who had been selected for the interview. Seriously, it makes me worried as there are a lot competition among the bright students. Takut jugakla terjadi macam tahun-tahun lepas where ada bright students yang tak dapat offer biasiswa. As family aku nie sederhana jah, so yeah memang aku membutuhkanla biasiswa tu. Lepas itu, ayah aku pulak dah pencen. So lagi lah biasiswa tu mcm golden which yang aku kena masukkan dalam jackpot aku. HAHA.
My mom had been lectured me supaya prepare awal awal for the interview. I nodded in front of her. But my heart said NO. Aku tak akan prepare for the interview until I am truly called for the interview. Aku dah letih aww kekadang berharap pada benda yang tak pasti. Like what had happened to me last 4 years. Masa form 1 dulu, aku memang nak nak nak sangat masuk Mara. sampai aku tolak offer Imtiaz. And bila tahu permintaan aku ditolak. memang nanges x habesla. masa itu, kecik kan, x reti ape lagi nanges jer lah tahu. My siblings kept on advising me to be more patience as this is only a test from God. So I sabar. I wait. Aku tunggu sampai fourth intake. Mara tak accept2 aku. Hadeh. Result dah cemerlang tapi nak masuk mara masa tu x boleh. Frust.
Haha. Tapi takpe, masuk Tengku Mahmud Cluster School is hella fun. Exciting! Bersyukurlah kepada Allah because He put me there. Dapat jugaklah kecap 8A . Peaceee! Bila masuk form 4, mintak lagi Mara.
Tapi God has a better plan. First intake and second intake semua aku Fail. HAHA. Aku dapat masuk intake ketiga, the end of March. haha. lewat semacam. anyway, xpe2. asal impian tercapai sudah.. tapi nak cakap susahnya peluang Mara nie.. seriously susah for me la. tapi for my siblings, sekali mintak jer dah dapat tak payah rayuan2 ke second intake ke . NO. hadesshhh, ke Mara nie ada simpan dendam dengan anak bongsu? hahahah just kidding.
and the day after tomorrow, for the third time aku request ngan MARA. fuhhh.. berpeluh keringat aku waktu nak apply harituh... cuak + takut , takut tragedi macam dulu berulang lagi. Seriously. tak boleh masuk mara masa dulu are very hurts. sedih dan mmg takat frust menonggengggg laaa.. so please Allah.. dah x nak rasa perasaan tu dah. SAkit. Ouchhh *.
Sekian. Hope for the best for the day after tomorrow.
