The ups and down of life .

The up and down of life. Roller coaster. Roller ride. or whatever. 

Depression and Solution.

Meanwhile in Jakarta...,
A doctor with an attractive body shape, a flawless yet reddish skin and with spectacles attached on her face sat in a corner in front of the labour room. It was the second day she was working there after she received an instruction from her lecturer to do the practical there. At the hospital which the name she had never heard.

She looked at the white marble floors. All of a sudden, a tears rolled down on her white cheeks showed that she was under a depressed condition. One of her major problems is she is working with a doctor which mainly the people from Jakarta. With the accents that is hard to understand and the attitude that sometimes she can't stand with.

There were a few times where she had been scolded by a well-experienced doctor as she had late come to the hospital. This was due to her Jakarta friends did'nt told her about the change in the schedule. Her friends was like to stab her from her back. Yeah. She knew it. Her friends and she, herself were fighting to each other to be the best and score high marks in the practical so that their job will be guaranteed in the future.

Due to the fighting spirits among of them, she can't do her job very well. Sometimes, she came too late and she always missed from getting any important information, which are very important for her job. She's stressed. She wanted her Malaysian friends to come and work with her. But she know she can't. Her Malaysian friends was ordered to work in another section, majorly in Pediatric Section.

So, she took out her phone. Quickly, she messaged her beloved sister in Malaysia. She poured out all her problems to her and tried to release out all the tension she got there. However, the sister only replied..

"Dan sungguh,Kami benar-benar akan menguji kamu sehingga Kami mengetahui orang-orang yang benar-benar berjihad dan bersabar di antara kamu, dan akan Kami uji perihal kamu." 47:31

Surely, with difficulties is ease. 

She stared at the message, tried to understand it. Suddenly, she grinned widely. She stood up and walked to the labour room with a full of spirit! With a new resolution, she wanted to do every single job only for Allah S.W.T. So that, she will not be affected by any obstacles and difficulties. May Allah bless..

p/s : A short story just to improve my English =). heheeee 

Cuak.

Assalamualaikum.
Ok. Tinggal dua hari je lagi before Mara officially announced the students who had been selected for the interview. Seriously, it makes me worried as there are a lot competition among the bright students. Takut jugakla terjadi macam tahun-tahun lepas where ada bright students yang tak dapat offer biasiswa. As family aku nie sederhana jah, so yeah memang aku membutuhkanla biasiswa tu. Lepas itu, ayah aku pulak dah pencen. So lagi lah biasiswa tu mcm golden which yang aku kena masukkan dalam jackpot aku. HAHA.

My mom had been lectured me supaya prepare awal awal for the interview. I nodded in front of her. But my heart said NO. Aku tak akan prepare for the interview until I am truly called for the interview. Aku dah letih aww kekadang berharap pada benda yang tak pasti. Like what had happened to me last 4 years. Masa form 1 dulu, aku memang nak nak nak sangat masuk Mara. sampai aku tolak offer Imtiaz. And bila tahu permintaan aku ditolak. memang nanges x habesla. masa itu, kecik kan, x reti ape lagi nanges jer lah tahu. My siblings kept on advising me to be more patience as this is only a test from God. So I sabar. I wait. Aku tunggu sampai fourth intake. Mara tak accept2 aku. Hadeh. Result dah cemerlang tapi nak masuk mara masa tu x boleh. Frust.

Haha. Tapi takpe, masuk Tengku Mahmud Cluster School is hella fun. Exciting! Bersyukurlah kepada Allah because He put me there. Dapat jugaklah kecap 8A . Peaceee! Bila masuk form 4, mintak lagi Mara.
Tapi God has a better plan. First intake and second intake semua aku Fail. HAHA. Aku dapat masuk intake ketiga, the end of March. haha. lewat semacam. anyway, xpe2. asal impian tercapai sudah.. tapi nak cakap susahnya peluang Mara nie.. seriously susah for me la. tapi for my siblings, sekali mintak jer dah dapat tak payah rayuan2 ke second intake ke . NO. hadesshhh, ke Mara nie ada simpan dendam dengan anak bongsu? hahahah just kidding.

and the day after tomorrow, for the third time aku request ngan MARA. fuhhh.. berpeluh keringat aku waktu nak apply harituh... cuak + takut , takut tragedi macam dulu berulang lagi. Seriously. tak boleh masuk mara masa dulu are very hurts. sedih dan mmg takat frust menonggengggg laaa.. so please Allah.. dah x nak rasa perasaan tu dah. SAkit. Ouchhh *.

Sekian. Hope for the best for the day after tomorrow.